the OCLE is worthless...

i felt better knowing and accepting the fact that we got judges who had poor taste in lawyers...but now that we know that wasnt the case, i feel more screwed over than ever. do other teams get screwed like this? cuz i cant imagine that they do....

fuck you oak hills....how does it feel to take ppls material and wrongfully advance wit it? ugh....its all bullshit. i almost wish conards letter had put that word for word

peace~

yeah. today was my first practice wit the guys. i hate that i'm the only senior and i'm not even a player. it was good to start the season again, except for the whole sitting on my ass for two hours. it starts to hurt after awhile.

i lov the two hour delay. but i'm afraid next week will suck trying to get back on a regular schedule. except it'll still be lil crazy w/ all the seniors gone.

i've felt weird lately. i keep having flashbacks or weird feelings. i was remembering jakob yesterday and the times we hung out n stuff. and today i kept walking through the halls with a weird feeling--almost like i wasnt there and i was watching everything go on around me. scary feeling.

i felt bad today...cuz i havent really talked to cweezy in about a week. talked to his mom n sister, but thats about it. today he came up to me, and did the usual stuff, and i pushed him away, half jokingly, and he gave this look n for some reason, i thought about that look for awhile afterwards and its still kinda ingrained in my mind. makes me feel bad, just seeing that look, and then i kinda get over it...

vote low and pug!

**please pray for my grandma...oh and my aunt and uncle...all three will need it i think

peace~

oak hills can go screw themselves...i hope, they drew a team in the next round who made them look like the idiots they are. words cant express how shitty thursday's trial turned out. *sigh* but its over. and on the bright side: we beat ourselves! woot! still undefeated in my mind!

peace~

days left till state: 1!!!

pray for us! we leave tomorrow!

"i believe, that the causes most worthy of fighting for, are the worthless causes"--Martin Sheen

peace~

sick of mock trial. days left till state: 3

trips to the mall wit claire: always fun. i do have a prom dress now. quite excited.

lindsey-my best midget companion. i lov u no matter what happens, haha. thanks for bein there

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